33
The Truth
is indistinguishable from fiction
so write
your own
ballad
and dance
until the sun
drowns
in darkness
and the night sky
is alight
with the energy
of your own
words
The Truth
is indistinguishable from fiction
so write
your own
ballad
and dance
until the sun
drowns
in darkness
and the night sky
is alight
with the energy
of your own
words
up here
the wind
sounds like
the ocean
he says
i close my eyes
as the swells roll
through the leaves
like a tide
salt
streaking my face
while the breeze
breaks around us
come
dance with me
until the rain
falls warm
and the sun
lands on our backs
once more
casting shadows ahead
beauty arises
naturally
out of necessity
leaves
sprout
from branches
light
streams
through darkness
words
fill
empty pages
the sound of my lips
vibrating
a single syllable
it could be
ohm…
uhm…
either or
passing time
until the right one
finally
arrives
break
the rules
because
they exist
inside
the environment
you are trying
to defy
nothing is impossible
nothing
is impossible
nothing is
impossible
your laugh taught me
that love
is not a secret
shared between partners
but rather
it is the only truth
which shines
like a billion suns
through a backdrop of absolute blackness
it’s dark
and the light
seems brighter
fear
i can smell it
in the air
good thing
i’m not hungry
laughing
as we twirl
around the kitchen
i imagine
the most beautiful gown
flowing outwards
from your radiance
and in that moment
we become a
magnificent flower
blooming
perfectly illuminated
by the light of our love
if you see my kindness
as weakness
go ahead
take it all
it wasn’t mine
to begin with
i smiled for the pictures
and we embraced
to show the world
how happy we’ve been
so many goodbyes
sure
we may meet again
but some are forever
and its hard to leave
wearing the same smile
i came with
all of this
for yourself
everyone else
is so far away
we can see you clearly
through your windows
all of the things that you’ve gathered
so perfectly placed
i wonder
if you ever get lonely
when you laugh
your cheeks tighten
and the corners of both eyes crease
while your lips turn toward the sky
i follow them upwards
and some times
i get so high
that a tear will fall back down
to stain the ground
where we used to sit
waves
outside my window
are tossing
violently
thunder
above them
threatens to drown
the entire ocean
war drums pounding
like music in my ears
i wonder
what song you would choose
as a soundtrack
to the battle
in you
i see reflections
of myself
if i stare
long enough
i almost forget
that we are seperate
and in that moment
it’s clear
that remembering
makes it so
truth
is a dream
that quickly fades
when you wake
on my way home
i passed a town
that shared your name
i immediately saw your face
still
smiling
i was reminded of life
and how quickly
it can pass
but also
how long it can continue
through the echo
of our actions
it was an unfinished work
some of the lines
were crooked
with
details
left to the imagination
but
as i viewed it
i came closer
to understanding
the truth
she laughed
defensively
even though i could clearly see that
it hurt
one attack
expertly deflected
and already
ready
to launch her own
its midnight
and i can see the stars
look
outside your window
the sun is shining again
it was only dark
for a short time
because
is the only answer
it sounds obstinate
but sometimes the truth is inconvenient
your need to know
Why?
is an illusion
because
you already do
there are amazing things
happening all around you
you have heard it before
i know
but i am saying it again
because i love you
a child of five told me
in the most matter of fact way
that crying
made her feel new and refreshed
i was stunned
and it made me realize
that i felt old and stale
i almost wept
right in front of her
and even that
made me feel a little bit more like yesterday
anxiously awaiting tomorrow’s glow
Honesty
Respect
Loyalty
to place love at the same table with hate?
even across from it?
no one wonder it took so long to understand
it was cute
a sun
shaped like a heart
in blazing orange red
with rays extending to the farthest reaches
of each corner
i hung it on the refrigerator
and it still makes me smile
every
single
time
that i see it
that must be a disguise
because i’ve seen you before
and it was magnificent
i didn’t realize i had almost slipped
but you pointed
with an expertly outstretched finger
and i saw where i had misplaced my foot
it was just another rock
but i have the wisdom to know
that a small stone is a boulder to an ant
i thought it might come to this
my plans are in knots
and it appears that i have lost this bout
Damn.
now i have to enjoy the sunlight
and a slight breeze to balance the heat
a hungry fish
will bite
sooner
or later
hook
line
and sinker
the fisher
isn’t always
hungry
i noticed you had
LOVE and HATE
in all capitals
separated by a lightening bolt
tattooed on your wrist
i wanted to stop you
and tell you that LOVE
wasn’t the opposite
of HATE
but as you walked away and disappeared
(like all things do eventually)
i did not regret my silence
it’s funny how things can seem to happen
automatically
like the way my hands reach out
suddenly
to make you giggle
when i notice that you’re standing
under a rain cloud
we don’t need an umbrella today